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What the hell is wrong with me?



I feel like shit! I have failed way more than my fair share in the past year. 1. I was suspended for getting caught with alcohol at a school dance. 2. I was fired from my restaurant part time job. 3. I lost my virginity at a party when i was drunk. 4. I lost honor roll at school. 5. The guy i lost my virginity to threatened to kill me and my family. 6. I got fired from my other part time job. 7. I tried out for swimming, and i didnt make it. 8. I got my identity stolen when i tried to get a fake ID from china. 9. I spent 400 bucks on concert tickets online and realized i just bought parking space tickets. 10. I failed my drivers test twice and passed by one point after taking driver’s ed twice. 11. I ran for class president and didnt win. 12. i took a 200 dollar lifeguard certification class and i was the only one in a class of 35 who failed. 13. I have gotten 4 driving tickets in the past 4 months that i have had my lisense. 14. I have been really slutty and very careless about everything in my life including school. 15. I used to be a straight A’s, strong moraled girl, successful girl. What happened? And how do i get out of this spree of failures??
-i have stopped drinking, that’s the thing. i havent since i was suspended and i did learn from my mistake with partying to much i guess.
the thing is i have been making a conscious effort to turn my life around, and to try out for stuff and get new jobs and i just suck. so wtf is up with me? i dont understand why i have gone from a good person to a terrible person so intensely

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5 Comments

  1. Harry Potter Rox

    AWWZ!!!! I FEEL BADS FOR YOU! *gives a hug* BUT OH MY GOD YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY AT A PARTY WEN YOU WERE DRUNK!!! AND THEN HE THREATENED TO KILL YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! OH M GOD YOU NEED A HUG!!!!! *HUGS AGAIN* LIFE IS CRAZY!!! PLEASE TRY TO GET BACK UP TO BE GOOD AND STRAIGHT A STUDENT PLEASE? IT HURTS ME TO SEE YOU IN SADNESS!

    Posted on 08-Nov-09 at 10:08 am | Permalink
  2. Victoria

    first of all, stop and think before you act. 1. leave alcohol alone because you abuse it. have you not learned from the consequence? 2. fake id for alcohol, really? 3. you need to be smarter about you money. 4. focus on school and work. leave all the temptations alone because obviously they’re making you fuck everything up. 5. stop being so free with your body (especially under the influence). if you don’t understand HOW you’re screwing, then no one can help. you need to stop and think about what you’re doing, or your life is going nowhere.

    Posted on 08-Nov-09 at 10:59 am | Permalink
  3. Poppy

    I’ve been in a similar situation. I can’t think my way into right acting but I can act my way into right thinking.

    I had to change my behavior! It was hard and I couldn’t do it alone.

    Don’t quit! Never give up! It’s never too late to start over!!!!

    Posted on 08-Nov-09 at 11:09 am | Permalink
  4. Monica

    Just start your life all over again…

    Posted on 08-Nov-09 at 11:39 am | Permalink
  5. Answergirl

    This may sound stupid, cheesy, corny, etc. but there’s a silver lining in (almost) any gray cloud.
    1. You know not to bring alcohol to school anymore. No offense, but duh!
    2. You have restaurant experience that you can flaunt at a new and better job.
    3. Ummm… I’m sorry.
    4. Get back on it next year. My grades aren’t so hot this year, either. But all the past years I’ve been a straight-A student, like you. Next year, though, watch out!
    5. Call the police ASAP! Get him away from you.
    6. More time to work on getting back on the honor-roll.
    7. That’s not a failure. That’s normal. You win some; you lose some.
    8. Ummm… I’m sorry. Not the best response, I know.
    9. Funny time-killing story. (Not funny now, of course)
    10. You passed! Jeez! ;)
    11. Like #7
    12. Take whatever you DID learn and use it to your advantage.
    13. Pay more attention while driving! :P
    14. No you haven’t; you’ve been a teenager who’s screwed up some, aka the average teenager.
    15. “Used to” can easily become “will.”
    Maybe this didn’t help at all… maybe you hate those who are optimisic… maybe it was like putting a bandage over a stab to the heart… I don’t know. But the fact that you want to change yourself so badly tells me that you’re already on your way out of the spree, and you just have to keep going.

    Posted on 08-Nov-09 at 12:27 pm | Permalink

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